OK.  So things are a little better.  David wrote me a very brief "I am sorry" note and then we did have a little talk.  Then he became perfect angel and proceeded to clean the kitchen table and floor and walk the dog and feed the dog, and other things.  So things are good again.  That worry is still in the back of my mind.  And sometimes that lack of trust.  Very tired today.  Very frustrated with work comptuer not working properly.  Feeling a little overwhelmed right now. Going to fireworks tonight and the shame is, not really in the mood.  Tomorrow is karate (all day.  Class and demonstrations.)   1 good thing- bought a Kindle from Amazon.com.  I LOVE IT!  I have already downloaded 2 new books and Reader's Digest magazine.  I can download books anywhere.  It can hold up to 200 books and is like the thickness of a pencil!  if my eyes are strainging, I can increase the font size.  It is just so convenient and so cool.  So I find myself stealing a few minutes here and there to read.  So at least tomorrow I can read while my son is doing his karate.