OK, Let's just call this entry:  I am determined to make things get better.  Well, turns out David has a 1 day in school suspension, effective tomorrow.  Can't say this is good news, but I guess it could have been worse.  And when these things happen at school, and then he tells a different story than other kids, I can't help but not trust him.  He has a habit of lying.  I know that some lying is normal.  Hell, I lied when I was a kid.  But never on the important stuff, and I never cried wolf.   But I have gone back to the YMCA as of this am and do my exercises starting today.  I had lost 10 lbs since the first of the year and quit smoking on 1/12/08 and was just determined that this would be my best year yet.  And I was determined to de-stress at work.  But then things at work got hairy and stressful and I went away on vacation and just got out of it, so now I have put the 10 lbs back on.  And the weather, and dreariness of late Winter and the cold temperatures just killed me.  So I am still smoke free.  I watched my eating today.  I am determined to lose the weight and get back into shape and look and feel good about myself again.   My son stayed over my mom's on Saturday night.  Wow!  Babysitter!  My husband and I finally got to go out together, just the two of us.  It has been many many months.  And my mom, husband, son and I went to the art museum yesteray and then out to South Street for dinner.  So had a good weekend all in all.  Saw myself in the mirror walking down the street and just realized I need to get it together here and do something.  I am not getting any younger.  And I need more energy so I can get my house back in order.  I am tired of the blahs! And I need to stop letting screaming customers get to me so much.  It has just gotten so much worse with the declining economy.  People just have this "I'm entitled" mentallity.  They think that I am going to come in and fix all of their financial problems.   So anyway, Happy Cinquo De Maio!  (Don't know if I spelled that right.)  But the sun is going to be out all day tomorrow and it will be in the 70's and I am working from home and I will do my workout in the AM.  And May is my favorite month because Spring is my favorite season, and it's my birthday this month.