Tuesday, April 22, 2008: Big changes are afoot and you are definitely in the middle of it all. That may or may not feel all that great, but you can tell that this is all for the best. Ride it out and things will feel more stable soon. I know it's silly to read horoscopes, and i don't like follow them religiously or anything like that. But i like to read them, and sometimes they just give me food for thought.... Anyway, it's possible that we are going to get Stephen into in-patient treatment this week for his cocaine addicition. This is something that I have been hoping and praying for. With that said, I am really scared about how things will play out. I want him to get well, but it's going to be really hard to see him go. I believe the program is supposed to be like 6 weeks long.  We will learn more today....