I am soo nervous! I've been waiting breathlessly for this day to arrive and now that it is here.... I don't think I can breathe! Stephen will be sentenced tomorrow. On one hand, I can't wait to FINALLY find out what is going to happen. The waiting and the waiting are really doing me in. BUT on the other hand, boy, knowing we are finding out just makes it so real, you know? There is so much at stake - I want to hope for the best, yet I know there could be disappointment. Will I sleep tonight? Doubtful.     One another note, I finally told my mom about what is going on. It wasn't that I was trying to keep it from her, but she has been in Arizona for over a month (i'm in wisconsin). It really wasn't the type of news I wanted to break over the phone - you know? But, now that she knows I feel soo much better. She was very supportive - which i was expecting, it was just the fact that she is soo many miles away, I guess I didn't want her to worry, especially since there really isn't anything she can do from so far away. Of course she was disappointed - and expressed worry about the situation. I'm confident that he is going to use this experience for the better!