saturday

Well, surgery finally here, today free day, tom. start drinking that bowel prep crap and eat jello all day, yuck. I was up til midnight in so much pain, then woke at 2a,, then 4 am, i put some of my peace and calming oil and slept til 8.Dr says they will give me percoet and oxy, i thought they were the same, but perc has the tylenol in it. I dont know what they will give immed after surgery, morphine makes me throw up, maybe fentanyl?Please God let this help my pain, i cant do this anymore, i feel like pain has taken over my life.