life

i had work today, on Mothers day, again. The pain down my legs is bothering me so much, low back, pelvic and this! I wish they could do surgery before 6/16, im sure it will come soon enough. Please God, let it help, some at least, i dont know how much more i can take. No one understands what its like, to live like this, except my support friends.My daughter is not too sympathetic to my pain and said that she read somehthing about your brain getting so used to pain that even when the pain is gone,  my brain thinks its still there? She said counseling to change some thought patterns that you aquire.