Hello All,Sorry it has been a while I have been in Hospital with a swollen painfull stomach it looks like Irratable Bowel.  It could be a lot worse has anyone else got it.  I just kicked my boyfriend out last night we have been together 2 1/2 years and he has been living of me for free!! I found a letter on the computer he had written to another woman and it was the last straw.  I feel bad as I know he has no money but that is his own fault he cant explain where £500 punds has gone in the last month.  I just cant decide how I feel.  I gues mostley like a looser again he was my 3rd try I hate being alone and dreading going home tonight I hope i can handle it.  I just wish I could find someone to love me for me !!!!!!! My boys have left home I just feel useless, the only thing keeping me going at the min is my dogs.