I am not having a good day today.  I saw my psychiatrist and my councelor this morning and i will be starting Celexa right away and hopefully that will help with the anxiety as well as the depression when we get it up to the right dose.  That part of my morning was fine other than the anxiety of actually going to the appointment but when i got home and told my husband about it he sounded shocked that they would put me on something to help with the anxiety.  He says i should just get over it and that i use it as an excuse to not talk to people or make phone calls.  He is my main support and has always been so understanding, it really hurt my feelings that he would be so insensitive.  I'm not sure why he would seem so offended by my anxiety, maybe it annoys him?  Well thinking about that just makes me sad.  We have so much going on right now, with my husbands health we ended up deciding to sell our house cuz we could make some money off it and move in with my mom for a couple months because she is moving out of town soon and her rent was super cheap and for a big house but after we got everything moved her landlady who we had made arrangements with a couple months ago decided she didn't want us living here because we have kids so she's pretty much kicking us out so now its a mad rush to buy another house.  This has pretty much all happened in the last week.  I just hope things pick up soon and we have a little better luck.