Ugh!  I don't know where to start.  I shouldn't have left it so many days but i was in the middle of moving which went absolutly awful.  My husband and i got a really bad stomach bug fri. night and were really sick, it was also -40C so it was absolutely miserable.  Anyways once we were mostly done with the moving i had 2 really angry bitter days but my husband sat on his butt critisizing everything i did the whole time (or so it felt).  I've spent the last 2 days hauling load after load from the house all by myself and thats the thanks i get.  I've also been unpacking here and running around taking care of the boys.  My anxiety is really high right now and so is my depression.  I feel very edgy and irritated and strung out.  I did see my councelor yesterday which has helped a bit and i see my psychiatrist thurs. hopefully for a change in meds.  Blah!  I feel like i sound like a crazy person.   Anyways i will see how the rest of my day goes, it'll be busy but i should just be unpacking and trying to get things organized at the new house.