2-23-08Today I ordered a book of the net to help me to follow a diet to rid my body of candida.  In my  Living With Endometriosis book it gave a statisitc of the relationship between the two devils.  It clicked in my mind, as i thought back to when i first began to menstruate.  it wasnt something that i felt open to discussing with anyone, including my mom.  in fact i even tried to hide it from her.  we were never close.  i always seemed to have a yeast infection.  Although, I never really knew what was going on wasnt even normal until i was older.  So now  I am setting a goal to slowly eliminate dairy and then wheat from my diet.  Its going to be hard because i love milk and have at least two bowls of cereal a day...maybe i just have a food allergy???  There are so many things to fear, living with endometriosis.  What if I cant work, what if i cant afford medical care, what if what if what if.  its hard to be certain of anything when something so gutwrenching has taken from me everything i had so suddenly.  what if im at a plateau and this is as good as it gets and i will not ever get any better?  not sure where i am going to start but by first gathering some recipes and going shopping