Hi All: Things are better right now.  Shane is doing great in school since I stepped up his Therapeutic listening.  He's more focused and calmer.  His teacher really seems to care.  She moved his cubby to the front so he's not in the confusion of the middle with all coats strewn about.  It's works.  Also, his homework has gotten a lot easier.  He seems to care more.  I think I've lightened up a bit.  Not much. heh heh. He was Reader of the Month for January at his school.  Soooo proud.  He's taking language lessons starting tomorrow. He's scary smart.  it boggles the mind.  As for myself I'm happy when my kids are happy.  Kind of sappy but true.  Lauren is doing well in school too.  And she's cute and has tons of personality.  They are both fearless (amazing) since I was such a scared kid.I have gained a total of 20 pounds.  Yuck!  Been going to the gym sporadically so no huge changes.  But I recently got my hair cut really short.  I love it.  It's sassy and cute and most of all easy.  Now i can go to the gym and it's a wash and wear.  Styled it's pretty cute too. I talk to my Dad still mostly in my mind.  It comes and goes.My mom is better.  It comes and goes for her too.  I'm glad I can be there for her in many ways. I hope that everyone is doing well in their lives and please know I'm always here for you.  Always.  Even if I don't write in my journal.  :)