Well, the surgery is happening today. They are going to try to go in laproscopicly but if something doesn't work they will have to cut. It's scary and exciting. I want my Mom to feel better fast. I am running around for her and others and I'm just tired. Today, I will be going to the salon and that is a personal pick me up that I need right now. I would love to get to the gym today and will do my damndess to get there. I am feeling good about Shane. He is back on the listening and has been pretty calm. I feel bad knowing that he feels uncomfortable in his own skin. I actually felt that way yesterday and I asked my husband for a hug and it wasn't hard enough. I was shaking or just jittery and the harder the hug the more I felt normal. How revealing. I love my son so much and I pray his little body catches up to his feelings. I have been so busy this past week and he has been so good. My daughter is a handful but not in a bad way. I have to remain thankful for all the good. My husband said to be "these are the good years!" He's right. Everyone is alive and the children are small. And we are young. Funny he's pretty smart. I'm glad I married him. Hope all is well with everyone and say prayers for my mom if you wouldn't mind. Thanks. :0)