YUK! Life is tough these days. I'm such a fearful person that I can't seem to even go out with both my kids together. It sux! I wish I could just go out like it's nothing. I can't and I don't. Beautiful day today and I did not go out with my kids. The thought of packing the diaper bag and dressing both of them (Shane can dress himself but slowly) by the time I got myself dressed and cleaned up I would be too exhausted to go out. I hate myself. I hate my husband for leaving me today. My 83 year old father came to help me. God love him. It sucks that I have such little patience right now. UGH!