Things are going so much better than before. I am a firm believer in making your own destiny. I believe therefore it will happen. I have been thinking positive for a little while now and things are coming to pass. Shaneis doing great and when he isn't it's so miniscule that whatever they say I just ignore it. I have been able to go out on several dates with my husband and are getting back to knowing eachother on the level we remember. IT's pretty cool. This kids have actually benefitted from this a I think. Seeing Mommy get dress and smell nice to go out with Daddy and leave them for the whole afternoon through the evening. IT was tough but It's worth it. School is approaching. I had to deal with the high school crowd (who decide when I am let in to their circle) Fuck them! I gave them all my back and didn't even say good bye! I can't wait to be done with all of them. Shane is graduating from Preschool and will be in Kindergarten (Lord) I am so nervous for him. Go figure, he's so excited. I'm a wreck about it. And I'm not looking forward to dealing with teachers and parents. But I won't project negatively no I won't.