I'm feeling so disconnected from everything and everyone. I came to this site to connect with people. But like so much of the people in my life here they become MIA. What the f&*% ever! My husband is so tunnel visioned and completely clueless as to what I want and need. My son has his good days and his bad days and those evil teachers never let me forget the bad onesl! I want to run away and never come back I want to turn back the hands of time and change plans so I wouldn't meet my husband. Of course I would never really do that given the choice. But I damn sure feel like it. I feel ancy and when I get like this I feel discontent with whatever my life is at that moment. So I am not happy right now.
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I am sorry I have not written. I have been extremely ill for over 5 days so I have been in bed a lot. I am still not over the throat and sinus infection...the weather is killing me. Remember...not every day will ber a walk in the park. I still do think of you and your family every day and hope you are well.
I\'m sorry, I didn\'t mean to sound obnoxious. I\'m just feel so alone in my own head. It sux. I wish everything wasn\'t so hard. why is it so hard? I see people out with the more than 2 kids and I never see harsh word said or a child not behave and stay with the parent. Why is it always me with the kids that runs away and the one screaming my head off. I feel so useless and like a failure. My son does not deserve my impatience he is just being a kid. Anyway, I hope that you get better real soon and I hope all is well on the Sensory front.