Got into an arguement with my 14 year olf yesterday.....sounds so silly but true. Arguing with a 14 yo.....just doesn't know when to keep his mouth shut and just do what is asked of him, which isn't much at all. Not sure i can handle 4 more years of this shit. Just got over doing it with my oldest son!!! Tristan said some hurtful things to me yesterday, told me that I was crazy, blamed me for my oldest son moving out, though he doesn't know the half of it. Try not to let it pull me down but it makes me sad to know that is really how he is thinking and I can't do a whole lot about it. Just feeling kinda bummed, and it's this restlessness that I have is REALly getting to me....feeling like I need to peel my skin off....the pdoc will just lower the abilify but when he does then it's not enough and I backslide. Just have to stay occupied and keep moving...hard though when I feel physically more tired today.
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