Ups and downs

The last couple days have been pretty good. It was good to find out that there are people in the world who care and will take time out of their lives to say a kind word. I have been pretty busy this week, and my husband has been off from work so it's easy to keep my mind occupied when there is so much going on. Some how I need to learn how to stay positive when I am alone and do not have anything to keep my mind occupied. Those are the times I get sad and drift into a place that I do not like to be.I had been trying to go through the boxes of baby girl clothes that my sister left here from her girls in case I needed them someday, but now the boxes are just piled up behind the chair in my living room, out of sight. I get incredibly sad when I go through them and I am thinking I am just going to give them to charity. The problem is I promised certain sizes to certain people and now I can't bring myself to look at the cute little outfits I had hoped to put on my baby someday. I know I still have a long way to go before I will be better emotionally. Getting out of town for a week and spending time on the beach in the Caribbean is definitely what we both need right now. It will be a great opportunity to spend quality time together and relax.