*SIGH*

I know it is getting bad when I want to avoid people...at least in the physical world. It is just so exhausting to have to try and explain myself.. Call it Depression, call it Fibromyalgia, call it whatever you want... it is misery. The people around me have been dealing with it as much as I have so I cannot really blame them for wanting me to stay positive. I just wish they knew that is impossible sometimes. The fatigue is really bad right now, but the brain just won't shut UP. I know the signs... I am in the beginning stages of a flare... yeah. The fatigue is just so overwhelming that I can barely function and those around me just think I am tired.... (shakes head). This too shall pass. I know. But I don't feel positive right now.... and that is going to have to be okay. <3 Mishka