Waiting

Staying strong gets really hard. Especially when you keep hearing the words "it gets better" my question is.. When? It's been years and years of me hearing and telling myself that, and I'm getting really tired of waiting. I'm barely holding onto the hope that one day I will be happy and at peace with myself & life. I can't wait for that day to come. I'll keep holding on, I just gotta find the strength to do so.