Tuesday, May 6, 2008 -- 10:40 AM   This morning I am going to see my primary care physician. This will be just a follow-up to a follow-up, to a follow-up. I do not expect to see anything of any major importance to come out of it.   I will be talking with him about the pain and discomfort that I am still having because of the accident I had on December 16, 2007. I have a prescription for my orthopedic surgeon for some anti-inflammatory medication, but I want to check with this doctor and see if it is okay to take it considering I am already taking so many other medications with warnings that they could make me sleepy and dizzy. I do not want to over medicate myself.   Since I am still having a lot of pain in my back, I want to talk with him about going to see the people who made the back of my wheelchair just to make sure that none of the injuries I sustained could be irritated by the way the back of my chair is molded to my back.   I also want to talk with my doctor about a companion/service dog, and see if he knows of anyone in my situation who has one. If so, that may be a way of my getting answers to some of the questions I have that are holding me back from getting a dog.   Tomorrow afternoon, I am going to see my psychologist. I really need to talk to her because I have been having more flashbacks to the times when I was being sexually abused. Some of it may have something to do with the upcoming Mother's Day, and that it was the fact that my mother was the first one who abused me. I have tried putting all of this out of my mind, but just saying that it did not happen, when it actually did, does not help at all.   Quotes for Success:   “Success is simply a matter of luck. Ask any failure.”   Anonymous