Friday, April 18, 2008 -- 9:50 AM    I had trouble sleeping again last night. I cannot imagine why that could've been, since this seems to have been a long and tiring week for me. On the other hand, the pain that I've been having seemed to increase during the night and into today.   When I got home from my doctor's appointment yesterday, my CNA was waiting for me. She normally gets here at four o'clock to prepare dinner. Yesterday she was worried that about the possibility that my wheelchair may have stopped working, and that I may have been stranded somewhere, so she stayed here until I returned, which was around 5:30.   I was not in the mood to watch television last night, so I came online to try and play catch-up with some people I feel that I have been neglecting. I find it difficult, even impossible, to write to every person I know every day of the week. Because of that, I mainly work to make sure to try and contact each person at least once a week. I am not always successful at this, but at least I have good intentions.   This afternoon, I'm going to see my psychologist. This is the day I'm supposed to give her a list of things I think have contributed to my depression. The more I think over my past and present life situations, the more problems I seem to remember. This could turn out to be a marathon list.    Quotes for Success:   “A successful man continues to look for work after he has found a job.”   Anonymous