Saturday, April 5, 2008 -- 2:40 PMYesterday I had a good session with my new therapist.  At least I now know that he is a licensed clinical social worker.  He is a coordinator/therapist for the mental health clinic where I go.  I have known him for a couple of years, but never knew what type of therapist he was until now.I thought that we got along quite well and that I was able to communicate nicely with him.  He seems to be familiar with the problems that I have been having, and he knows about the screwy family I have.  He wants to see me alone for the rest of this month, but in May, he would like to see my sister with me.  I already spoke to her about it last night and she has agreed.  He would also like to see my brother, but I feel that it is going to take a lot more work in order to get my brother to agree to it.I managed to get a decent night's sleep last night.  I woke up feeling refreshed this morning and ready to face a new day.  I got tired later on, but was unable to get any more sleep.This morning I felt like throwing my computer out, because it crashed, and it was difficult getting it to run again.  Last night I downloaded some programs off the Internet, and I am sure that was causing the problem today.  Once I got the computer running again, I deleted each of those programs.  The computer seems to be running nicely again.I am still having difficulty with the pain in my legs and back.  It got so bad today that I had to increase the dosage of the pain medicine that I use.  Other than that, I have been feeling good physically.  On the other hand, my mood has decreased and I am feeling very depressed again.  Today life seems to be a waste of time, but I have no plans to get rid of myself.Quotes for Success:"Success often comes to those who have the aptitude to see way down the road." Laing Burns, Jr.