I am not feeling good today.  Even though I had some physical therapy yesterday, the pain has returned to my left leg and hip with a vengeance.  I was planning on going out today and running some errands, which I have managed to put off for almost a month.  When the pain hit this morning, I took some medicine, but that does not seem to be working as well as it usually does.  Because of that, I decided not to go anywhere but to do as much as I could online instead.   While I have felt very good for the last couple of weeks, everything changed today.  My mood has really taken a nosedive.  For the most part, I just feel tired and worn out.  I have kept four appointments during the past week.  Next week I am planning on going out five days (that includes Easter Sunday), so I expect to be worn-out by the end of the week.  In looking at my calendar, it appears that the week after next will be an easier one.  I only have three appointments then.   Two of my CNAs are leaving, and I will be getting two new ones.  The worry over that might be part of my problem.  I am not fond of making changes, especially when I am used to the same people coming all the time.  I cannot blame the home health care agency for all of this, since I did request that one of the people be replaced.   It looks as though I am going to my sister's house on Easter Day.  She called last night and told me that she and her daughter had talked things over and decided to have a get-together on Easter morning starting at ten o'clock.  I am not sure that I am up to another run-in with my sister's boyfriend.  I might be happier going there if he just disappeared from the picture altogether.   Quotes for Goals:   “Aim for the top. There is plenty of room there. There are so few at the top it is almost lonely there.”   Samuel Insull