In the last week or two, I have noticed that something is changing in my life, but I'm not sure what is causing it. This is a good change, not a bad one. I am beginning to feel more alive than I have in many years. Something odd is happening to me. I am doing more these days, but I am tiring less. My energy level seems to be increasing, rather than decreasing, which is definitely a good thing. During recent weeks, I have had medical appointments for or five times a week. When this used to happen, I would be so tired that I would have to take a one or two hour nap each day. Even though I still feel tired to a certain extent, I have begun to feel less and less of a need to have any naps. I am not complaining about any of this. If anything, I am very happy about it. I feel peppier. Something is causing me to want to go out more, although I don't know where I want to go or what I will want to do. I just feel an internal need to be on the move. Something tells me that maybe the physical therapy I have been getting on my legs is also having a positive effect throughout the rest of my body. That is something worth checking on with my physical therapist tomorrow. I am seeing my psychologist this afternoon. This is a good thing, even though it means talking about things which part of me would rather forget for eternity. I have to (quite literally) force myself to go to my session. Maybe talking about my problems, and getting rid of some of the garbage that I have been holding within for most of my life, is helping me to have a positive and more optimistic attitude. Quotes for Goals: “Without goals, and plans to reach them, you are like a ship that has set sail with no destination.” Fitzhugh Dodson
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I think this might be due to you doing just what I journaled about today.
You\'ve been breakin\' it down, dude! You didn\'t think all the little bits of effort you\'ve been making the past year would matter.
THEY DO.
Weeble loves and hugs her JimK and sends Yaaaay MOJO!
Jim thanks you for the mojo and everything else that was sent. What happened to the cake? LOL
Uh, cake? What cake... (maneuvers and blocks view of cake on table) I don\'t see any cake???
glad you\'re such good spirits Hope some rubs off on me, Hugs-Stephanie