While this has not been the happiest day of my life, I am still hanging in there.  I have had a few problems with my home health care agency,  which are being looked into. The last I heard, which was this morning, the agency has agreed to provide me with a new CNA at nighttime.  The details of the switch are somewhat murky right now, but I will know more later this afternoon. I'm not feeling as good today as I did yesterday.  The problems I have had with this person since Friday night  have made me more depressed than usual.  In any event, I do not have any plans to kill myself at the moment.  That should make some people happy, while it might also ruin the days of others.  I guess that's too bad for them. LOL