I am no longer spending a lot of time wanting to use crack cocaine.  I have tried -- with a lot of success -- to stay away from all of the drug dealers that I know.  No longer is my craving for drugs as bad as it used to be.   The one neighbor I have who is both a drug dealer and a friend, no longer sees me very much.  Since I no longer buy drugs from him, he has stopped coming around very often.  That makes life much easier on me.   I have made arrangements so that Monday evening I can attend a meeting of the Relapse Prevention Group at the mental health clinic that I am supposed to go to every week.  This will be the first time I have gone to one of their meetings since before Christmas because of some illnesses that I have had.  Although I am somewhat anxious about going to the meeting, I am determined to go there.