Trying to stop suicidal plans has helped to make me become happier in life.  I no longer spend most of my time dwelling on the negative.  I now try to look on the positive side of life.   This does not mean that I am happy all the time because I am not.  But I no longer go around spending almost every hour of every day thinking of ways that I can kill myself and the reasons for wanting to do so.    

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You\'re making great progress on your goals Hang in there Great to see that yellow ok smiley hugs-Stephanie
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It\'s said that the thought of suicide can become pretty entrenched. It crosses my mind from time to time, if an unpleasant memory surges, or I am really tired. But, the desire to act on it just doesn\'t come with it anymore. I think it\'s just a brain glitch that the thought even comes up now.

Besides, the Pearls in my life might gain too much satisfaction if I did, and I JUST CAN\'T ALLOW THAT! LOL!

Weeble hugs and Mojo, Jim!