I am back -- at least for now.   My therapist was not exactly thrilled with the news that I decided to leave DS for the time being.  I was told that I might have deluded myself into believing that all my problems were solved.  Maybe I was wrong in thinking that everything in my life was back to normal.   In discussing this with my psychologist, I stated that I never lied to doctors and nurses.  She just looked at me and rolled her eyes.  It was obvious that she did not believe that.  I tried explaining further that there were times when I might "hedge" somewhat or tried to switch our conversation to another subject.   Having spent much of the week considering my thoughts and feelings and how I feel now, I have reached the conclusion that I need to spend more time here.  I have not brought "closure" to some of the issues I was dealing with.  Additionally, I managed to completely neglect -- or avoid -- other parts of my life in which I have problems.   Quotes for Attitude:   “Each experience through which we pass operates ultimately for our good. This is a correct attitude to adopt and we must be able to see it in that light.”   Raymond Holliwell

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I\'m so glad you\'re back I missed yuu and your jourmal entries. hugs-Stephanie