My life is starting to unravel again and I am getting sick and tired of it!

My PCP is supposed to bring me dinner every day between four to 6 PM.  Yesterday, when she had not shown up by 5:30, I called our mutual friend and asked, "Where in the hell is Shawna?"  He asked if she had not shown up here for dinner.  I asked why would I be calling him if she had shown up. 

He asked me to give him a few minutes and he would call her then let me know what was happening.  When he returned my call, he said that she had stopped by my apartment but that I was not home, so she left me a note.

I did find a note outside my front door.  It said that she had been here at 4:10 but that I was not here, and that she would see me today.  I had been in the front room for more than half an hour waiting on her and she never showed up that afternoon.

My friend also said that she was cooking some spaghetti and that she "might" bring me some.  After nearly half an hour one of her sons showed up bringing some groceries that had been bought for me, but he had not brought any spaghetti with him.  I wound up calling Pizza Hut and ordering a dinner for $25, which should not have been necessary. 

Add last night together with the events that occurred the night before when my CNA did not appear, and that makes me extremely angry.  There is no reason why the people who are getting paid to help me should not do their jobs right.  I am sick and tired of these people playing their games with my life at stake.  There is no excuse for this type of behavior.

I do not feel as though I can complain to the head of the agency because we do not get along.  However, if things keep going as they are I think there is a way that I can register a complaint with the state.  I would rather not have to do that, but will if I must. 

Quotes of Attitude:

“Take charge of your attitude. Don't let someone else choose it for you.” Anonymous