This is the second time I have written my journal entry today.  I do not know what happened to the other one, but it suddenly disappeared.  If it happens again that will be it until tomorrow.   I usually stay home in the evenings, but tonight will be the first of twelve exceptions to this.  This will be the first night of my twelve-week Relapse Prevention Group, which will meet every Monday from five-thirty to seven.  I am not sure that it will be of much help to me, but at least I am going to give it a try.   The nurse who came here Friday night, called last night to tell me that she would be here tonight at ten.  She will change some bandages and do a few other things.  Her call ruined part of last night, so before my CNA’s left I told them about what would happen tonight.  They seemed to take the idea pretty well.   (While writing this entry, I received a call from the head of the home health care agency notifying me that my doctor had just called her saying that they were supposed to be giving me some care that they had not.  She said that would be corrected and my CNA's had been notified about this and were in agreement with it.  I was told that the doctor said if I refuse to go along with any of the changes, he was to be notified immediately.)   I am still drooling at the thought of the dinner I had last night.  My PCP (Personal Care Provider) gave me a homemade meal consisting of breaded boneless pork loin chops and fettuccine.  I am getting hungry just thinking about it.   No decision has been made as to whether I will join my sister on Wednesday to look for a cell phone.  I cannot see spending that much money, but my therapist has said it would be a wise investment and provide some added security for me.   Quotes for Attitude:   “Eagles come in all shapes and sizes, but you will recognize them chiefly by their attitudes.” Charles Prestwich Scott