9:30 AM Monday was the last day that my anxiety group met.  I was saddened to see it end.  Not only did I learn a few things there, but I managed to pick up a couple of new friends as well.  During the short time we were together, we drew together in a type of friendship.  I want to keep this relationship with them.   Next Monday evening I will be joining the Relapse Prevention Group.  Although I have had a course in this before, the people running the mental health clinic apparently decided that since I have had so many relapses recently, that I should go through this again.  They want to try to find out what is triggering my attraction to drugs.   It is a dark and gloomy day out and they are calling for a mixture of rain and snow.  My mood is not very good and I doubt if this will be of much help.  I do not have anything special planned for today or tomorrow so I will have plenty of free time on my hands.  I am not sure if that is good or bad.   Quotes for Attitudes:   “A great attitude does much more than turn on the lights in our worlds; it seems to magically connect us to all sorts of serendipitous opportunities that were somehow absent before the change.” Earl Nightingale