9:15 AM   In about an hour, I will be headed off to unfamiliar territory.  Since my anxiety group therapist wants me to attend an NA meeting where I have not been before, I have chosen one, which I know nothing about.  Maybe this is what is meant by the term "a new start."   I am not looking forward to this meeting because of a number of reasons.  The main one is that I am not comfortable being around strangers.  However, if that is what it will take to help me become better, then that is what I will do.   On Friday, I will go to a similar meeting at the same location.  I do not know if the same people will be there or if it will be an entirely new group.   Tomorrow I am planning on seeing my psychologist who I have not seen for a few weeks because of an illness that I had.  It will not be easy picking up where we left off, but I will find a way to do just that.   Quotes for Attitude:   “Two men look out the same prison bars; one sees mud and the other stars.”  Frederick Langbridge