With the exception of going to see my psychiatrist today, there is not too much else that has happened.  The doctor told me that he had been notified by my therapist that I have been talking about some suicidal thoughts on and off.  I said that was true, but did not elaborate.   Yesterday afternoon I sent e-mails to my sister, her son, and her daughter asking for their help in finding a new apartment for me.  I had written a list of preferences as to what I would like in an apartment, and tried attaching them to each e-mail.  The hardest part of my day was figuring out how to do that.  I kept sending them the wrong attachment, but managed to work that out with the help of my nephew.  I sent all of them a list of apartments, along with phone numbers, that were contained on a list I had received from my therapist.  The apartments that I am looking at are located near my sister and her children.   Tomorrow morning I will be interviewing two people from another home health care agency.  If everything sounds good, I would like to change to that agency as soon as possible.  I believe that the sooner I can get this done, the sooner I will be able to get some peace in my life.   Life Quotes:   “Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards.” -- Soren Aabye Kierkegaard