WARNING: Venting Ahead!   This has not been a good day.  It was not too bad until 9:15 AM, but then I got a phone call that ruined everything.  It had to do with Medicare and Medicaid.  There were more questions for me to answer.  Crap!   I answered them the best I could.  Then I decided I needed to go to the bank and get that taken care of today before rain tomorrow.  I got to the bus stop just as the bus pulled away.  That was just my luck.  I knew another bus would be there in half an hour.  While I waited, my mind went back to those questions I had answered before leaving home.  There were some doubts in my mind as to whether I had answered some correctly.  I began having a panic attack and decided to go home.   When I got to my apartment, I made a series of phone calls trying to get things straightened out in my mind.  That seemed to take forever.  Actually, it was only until about four o'clock.  That was long enough to ruin my plans for the day.   I had thought things were going to go smoother than they seem to be doing.  I should have known that nothing ever goes that way in my life.  I do not know how, but I am going to have to come up with a good way to release the anger that I always bury inside.   My journal may not contain any entries for the next few days.  The only thing it will mean is that I have decided to take a break.  I do not want to lose any friends on here, but sometimes I just need some space to myself.