Friday, July 13, 2007 Apologies I want to give a special thanks to everyone who has sent me hugs, messages, comments to my journal entries, and other positive support. With the exception of the caring people here at DS, and two other people, I feel entirely alone and abandoned. Loneliness is killing me. I know that it is my fault for isolating myself from the world around me. I have strong fears of leaving my apartment and going out into the real world. I am truly sorry for burdening everyone here with my problems, but this is the only place where I can express my thoughts safely. As long as I can write in my journal, there is a slight possibility that I can get rid of my negative thinking and not let myself be completely engulfed by that dark place. A Daily Thought: “If you know you're going to look back on today and laugh, you might as well laugh now.” -Unknown
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I big mushy Weeble hug to you!
You\'re never alone Jim. I think of you always and today I send you warm thoughts and happy smiles. If you ever feel really lonely, please message me and we\'ll chat.
xoxoxo
Apologies are not necessary, fear like that is common with PTSD and CP. That is what we are here for is to be supportive. You deserve no less then all the support that you have given me. No one has asked me to say sorry for how I was feeling. Feeling are not wrong or right; they just are. We all have to cope with them and we all have bad days and experiences, please don\'t be so hard on yourself.
Hang in there, you are in my thoughts.
No need for apologies. We\'ve all felt that way. That\'s what we\'re here for. You aren\'t a burden. I\'m really glad you\'re here. Remember you have us so you\'re not alone! Just send me a message if you need to talk. I\'m on and off this site all day, and I get lonely too. DD
Lol! Jim, that\'s why we are ALL here! We all get freaked out, we all feel pretty alone and we all are SO luck DailyStrength is here and filled with amazing people like you! (and DD! and MH! and Dansdoll! and on and on!!!!) I feel this place is a blessing *because* I can come here and say how I am really feeling and get amazing support and feedback from YOU! :-)