5:45 PM This has turned out to be a horrible evening. The Devil has thrown temptation in my face, and I am having a difficult time turning away. I've not used drugs for half a year. Tonight, a drug dealer who I used to be fairly close with, called and tried to sell me some. I managed to avoid giving him a direct answer by saying that I had been ill. I now have an almost unbearable craving for the drugs. It would be very easy for me to pick up the phone, call him, and ask him to come see me. But in the past six months I've drawn closer to my Higher Power, who has given me the strength, and a willingness, to look the other way.This night will be a true test of using the tools I have been given to deny the Devil a control over my mind and body. I must prove that I am stronger than he will ever be! I must not fail, because if I do, I will not want to go on living.
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Stay strong. You can do this. You and God are stronger than that drug.
Your support meant a lot to me. Thank you.