UPDATE Friday, June 1, 2007 7:10 PM My mood has gone down today. I felt good when I got up this morning, but everything has been going steadily downhill. I had intended on calling my brother and congratulating him on retiring today. The way I feel and now, I just cannot bring myself to do it. We don't get along that well, so why should I be hypocritical and pretend that we do? I called my sister at 9:30 this morning to tell her that the new microwave oven did not work. She was busy, so I got her boyfriend instead. How lucky can I get? He promised to have her call me back. When my sister finally called -- 2 hours later -- she said that he had told her I had said my call was urgent. I told her that was not the case. What I did not tell her, but what I thought, was why it took her two hours to return my call if she thought it was so urgent! I told her about the microwave, and she practically blew up. She said we must have done something wrong. I said that was not the case. She said she had a full week next week, and did not know when she would be able to come over here and get it. Then she told me to make sure I had the receipt ready for her. She said she gave it to me with some change and put it all in one envelope. I remember getting my money, but not the receipt. It took me almost an hour of looking, but I finally found it. The pharmacy at my mental health clinic got my medicine screwed up again. They were supposed to have mailed it and I should have gotten it yesterday, but did not. When I called the pharmacy I was told that some of the medications were not due to be refilled yet. I told them that at least one of them needed to be refilled because I would be out of it by Monday. They promised to put it in the mail today. I see my home health care nurse once every week so that she can give me a treatment for my bladder infection. While we were going through the standard examination, we both noticed that my blood pressure was much higher than it has been before now. I told her that my antidepressant could not be refilled because the insurance companies refuse to pay for it. I am supposed to try a new one using a MAO patch once a day. I am not too keen on this idea. Whenever my life seems to be taking a turn for the better, it seems as though something always goes wrong. This is really starting to bother me a lot. I do not know how much longer I can put up with it. I need some help but do not know where to turn.
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I am sorry to hear you had a frustrating day I hope you will have a good rest tonight and the attendent won\'t be too early
And I hope the new medication will help you and lift your moood
Bless You
Jan