Friday, April 20, 2007
8:15 AM
I want to start off by thanking everyone who took the time to make comments about my journal entry yesterday. I was overwhelmed by the positive encouragement and support I received. My thanks go to everyone.
My life seems to be a real mess right now. I need to get the abuse issue out of the way, but that's not going to be easy. In some ways, I wish I had never gone into counseling. But my depression had gotten to the point where I wanted to commit suicide, and part of me knew that just wasn't right. There are still times when I feel that way. All I can say is that I'm working very hard to get rid of these feelings.
Today I am going through a different type of struggle. I seem to have developed a bladder infection, and I am having a lot of pain. I hardly ever have pain, so this is somewhat difficult to deal with. I see a nurse once a week, and she has been informed of the situation. She will be here sometime today, but I don't know when. I am very anxious just waiting on her, and I am to the point where I am afraid that I am going to have a panic attack. That's something else to worry about -- just what I needed!
A Daily Thought:
He can who thinks he can, and he can't who thinks he can't.
--Orison Swett Marden
8:15 AM
I want to start off by thanking everyone who took the time to make comments about my journal entry yesterday. I was overwhelmed by the positive encouragement and support I received. My thanks go to everyone.
My life seems to be a real mess right now. I need to get the abuse issue out of the way, but that's not going to be easy. In some ways, I wish I had never gone into counseling. But my depression had gotten to the point where I wanted to commit suicide, and part of me knew that just wasn't right. There are still times when I feel that way. All I can say is that I'm working very hard to get rid of these feelings.
Today I am going through a different type of struggle. I seem to have developed a bladder infection, and I am having a lot of pain. I hardly ever have pain, so this is somewhat difficult to deal with. I see a nurse once a week, and she has been informed of the situation. She will be here sometime today, but I don't know when. I am very anxious just waiting on her, and I am to the point where I am afraid that I am going to have a panic attack. That's something else to worry about -- just what I needed!
A Daily Thought:
He can who thinks he can, and he can't who thinks he can't.
--Orison Swett Marden
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We\'re in your corner. And with cranberry juice...
I don\'t like cranberry juice, but thanks for the thought.
you could gulp down a table spoon of vinager and chase it with water, it\'s nasty but it will give you some fast relief, I promise
hope u feel better- i know how the uti can be have had them all of my life- no fun either- i know it is difficult but dealing w/ the past will help u to be free- maybe not from cp yet in ways that will brighten your life-and you will be able to bless others- in more ways than u already do. take care-thanks for your quotes i enjoy them.