Sunday, April 1, 2007
6:20 P.M.
For some unknown reason, the day is not ending as it began. I feel as if I'm in a downward tailspin.
My mind is filled with thoughts of the past. They're not very pleasant ones. I'm not sure about what to do since I'm pretty much of a non-trusting person, but I've been pretty open at DS when it comes to sharing my thoughts and experiences.
My history is filled with images of demons. I need to bring them to the surface and banish them forever. Yet, I'm not sure I can do it here. Is it worth taking the risk? I don't know. But I do know that I'll never have a peaceful life until I come face-to-face with my fears.
6:20 P.M.
For some unknown reason, the day is not ending as it began. I feel as if I'm in a downward tailspin.
My mind is filled with thoughts of the past. They're not very pleasant ones. I'm not sure about what to do since I'm pretty much of a non-trusting person, but I've been pretty open at DS when it comes to sharing my thoughts and experiences.
My history is filled with images of demons. I need to bring them to the surface and banish them forever. Yet, I'm not sure I can do it here. Is it worth taking the risk? I don't know. But I do know that I'll never have a peaceful life until I come face-to-face with my fears.
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sometime or another we all have to face our demons/fears...once the light is shed on them they loss some of the power they had over you... I think most of us have share very personal thoughts and things that has happen in our lives... you could start with what your comfortable sharing,,, then you can go on from there.... sherry
The fear right now is coming from the thoughts and I agree that they lose power over us once (we) confront them and don\'t let them frighten (us). Let them come to the surface in anyway you are comfortable or feel safe. I struggle with fear thoughts as well, and I have to remind myself that\'s all they are, thoughts, and the more I react to them, the worse I feel...easier said than done I know. Try letting them float by like watching a cloud in the sky (if you can).
You dont have to post anything...but you do have to banish those thougts! When you are forgiven...it is forgotten!!!