Just got back from seeing the doctor. Nothing too bad there, except I may have a bladder problem, which could be causing my back pain.
I don't think this is going to be a good weekend. Six medical appointments in five days has just about wiped me out. I just don't have much energy left. All I want to do is sit down, do absolutely nothing, a kill time by looking at four walls.
My doctor asked if I have been thinking about suicide, and I admitted that I have. But, I'm trying to ignore those feelings and become more positive in my thoughts.
I just had another panic attack while writing this. I stopped for a few minutes and took some medicine. This is a bad omen.
I don't think this is going to be a good weekend. Six medical appointments in five days has just about wiped me out. I just don't have much energy left. All I want to do is sit down, do absolutely nothing, a kill time by looking at four walls.
My doctor asked if I have been thinking about suicide, and I admitted that I have. But, I'm trying to ignore those feelings and become more positive in my thoughts.
I just had another panic attack while writing this. I stopped for a few minutes and took some medicine. This is a bad omen.
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hope you do have a good week-end maybe you\'ll find something interesting on the net... or even the tv... I understand about panic attacks... hope they get longer between them
Thanks for the thoughts. I\'ve had the panic attacks on and off for several years, but they seem to be getting worse.
I havent had a panic attack for a few months. They are so horrible.
Try and stay positive. Remember the devil thrives on causing chaos in lives. And he knows it by you saying it!
Plant yourself some flowers haha