update

hey guys im feeling ok ...tired.cranky. hoping that everything is going ok. I went to my program today and imitt was nice.I got a ride home with medical transport. The guy was really nice, car smelled like incense (I love the smell) that made me think of an old friend of my moms.sooo nice .my daughter Ashley is going to be six in like two weeks or so cant wait .I've had things rough but im starting to get out of it.I really want to be there for her n the best mom I can be. If u want to know I gave her to my mother in law n now I wish that she was with me but shes in a great place. My mother-in-law gives her things I could never give her which makes me grateful.