So it's Wed. and I am soooooo BUSY at work today...to the point that I'm just plain FRUSTRATED!!!  It's amazing how people can get away with not doing their work and in turn gives me MORE work!  I'm feeling aggravated...and that doesn't help me with my goal "to be a happier person" LOL!  ALSO...I'm trying so hard to eat right and count my calories...it's only been a few days, but already I'm frustrated with it.  I ordered a salad today not really thinking it would be a lot of calories...and it ended up being more calories then I expected, and I was so disappointed.  I didn't eat all of it because I looked up the calories online before I ate it...and then I was still hungry afterwards, which makes me EVEN MORE GRUMPY.  So at work, no one is helping, AND I'm trying to eat my salad at my desk and everyone keeps bringing stuff to me, so I STOP eating because everything keeps piling up around me and I can't enjoy my lunch.  I take care of the things...then go back to eating 1/2 my salad...THEN end up hungry afterwards anyway!  UGHHHH...And I MUST work out today...so I have to put this stupid headache aside and my frustration and do it!  I seriously don't know how those people on "The Biggest Loser" TV show do it.  I watched it last night and OMG...they lost a TON in one week and they exercised their BUTT'S off.  I'm not as heavy as most of them...yet I can't barely handle 30 mintues of exercise (and small portion eating) - yet they exercise ALL freakin' day long and eat small portions!  How do they do it!!!!  OK so that's my RANT for the day!  Now onto what's for dinner!  Ohhh and that's another thing...all they do here at my work is EAT...and EAT all kinds of things I LOVE...but that are WAY too fattening!  No one here is on a diet (no one but me!) - They talked about Pizza, and Ice Cream, and new yummy coffee creamers, etc. etc. etc UGHHHHHHH...CALGON TAKE ME AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL...OK NOW I'm DONE!!!