I left work the other night (i work grave shift) in a total freak out, i just couldn't chill. I came home and found this site and well here i am right?  My girl n i have been having some issues lately, just getting on each others nerves, sometimes we just take it too far and say really mean things ya know. Well today she stayed home from work to spend time with me and it was awesome!  I had a totally groovy day with her, i haven't laughed this hard in my life, i really needed that. I also made an appointment with my doc to see about my anxiety and make sure that is what it really is.  made me feel a bit better, i am a little nervous about going though.  i am somewhat embarrassed, its hard for me to show that i have a weakness if that's what you wanna call it. so just thought id say I'm doing good today : )