Can't sleep.Kinda afraid of what doc are gonna tell me tomorrow..More tests probably to see if my heart muscles have strengthened any...just hope they put me on NO MORE MEDS!!! I would like them to change the cymbalta still and no lexapro, no paxil, no welbutrin and a couple of others that make me foggy...I feel like there was something I was supposed to do today and didn't do it...no idea what that could be though. I write myself lists of things that I HAVE to do...Oh well...if it didn't kill me today, it must not have been that important!! Found this on one of my group site and so eloquently put...needed to post it..  for the one who verbally abuses,thier words are like letters, written in the sand,washed away by the first wave...but for the one recieving the verbal abuse,it is like anguish of the soul,carved in granite,for years to come.