Okay..today actually SUX. Almost 3 months has gone by since divorcing that SOB and NOTHING is being done other than a motion to comply to judge's orders. My attorney is throwing fits. As the Judge that I like has been on vacation, until today, the other judge seems to not care. My attorney will be in trial with my ex's attorney today. He will let the other attorney know that if there is NO response to all of the faxes, letters and phone calls made to his office concerning my case by 4 pm, they WILL go in front of THE JUDGE. THE JUDGE does not like my ex as it is. I believe that what will happen is my attorney will file a motion to comply which THE JUDGE will jump on as soon as it is known to him. This Judge is a wonderful Judge. I will never forget him looking at me with tears in his eyes, apologizing to me because he could only do what the Indiana law would allow. He told me I was worth much more than that and he wished he could have done more. He saw how my ex treated me on the stand. He saw thru the cockiness of my ex. He saw and heard the demeaning way my ex spoke about me. A letter to my ex will follow shortly in my journal. I want it to come from my heart and not from the anger that is almost all too consuming. The bastard. All I want to do is get on with MY life. It is my time. DAMNIT IT IS MY TIME. I can't get my car legal, can't change my name, can't move in any direction other than remaining still. And I have been still too long. I used to trust so easily. Now I even question myself with people I think I know. This SUX.