Went to a seminar today for people who need assistance with housing, better paying jobs, etc... I do make good money at the restayrant I work at but have no benefits...not only that but with the restaurant business, slow periods do occur. The job part of the seminar went okay. They train and offer training for better paying jobs. The housing assitance didn't go so good. It seems that even though I am homeless, I am not homeless because I have a place to live. Kinda makes me feel lucky but sad at the same time. I am looking for help when there are people out there worse off than me. I was told that some of those that need the help worse than me HAVE to do this from court orders which makes it hard on the others who really need the help and want the help. Also found out that even though my credit rating is top notch, I don't qualify for better rates becaude the travel traler my estranged husband and I traveled in for his job is still in my name and he owes on it. It is in his possession and court papers state I am not liable financially or otherwise for it. Also, the 2007 SUV he has is also in my name and he still owes on it. Court papers state that I am not finacially responsible for it but to the credit companies, that doesn't matter. My name has to be removed from it PERIOD. I have called my lawyer in regards to this and was informed that a legal letter will be distributed to the credit agencies but that won't be enough. I am gonna have to push for him to refinance all and get my name removed from them. Sometimes the fighting gets a little much. Fight for my sanity, fight for control over my emotions. Fight to keep the "facade" on my face as I work and when I am around other people. I wonder if a vitamin shot will help me fight?!!! Trying to find SOME kind of humor in this stupid situation....