Sorry to all that I haven't gotten back in touch with. It has been a horrible weekend for me. I have had my pom for over 16 yrs. I got him when he was 4 weeks old. He has been my companion and best friend when I was purposely secluded from everyone by the man I thought was my dream man. Tyko was his name. He loved me regardless, and unconditionally. We traveled together, he slept beside me, he knew when I need attention and he belonged on a pillow in a movie! He was the closest to a child that I will ever have, other than my nephew. He died on Sunday, in my arms, looking up at me. I do take solice in the facts that he went without suffering and he died in my arms, where he belonged and he died in a place where he was loved and spoiled and not mistreated in any way. Funny thing is that in the middle of the night, I think I hear him scratching at the door to be let in. He is already in y heart and will remain there till the day I die. Some people would think that grieving over "just a dog" is silly but when he was really all you had, it is devastating. Hugs, prayers and thoughts to everyone. Hope all is well. Morphed, the niravam was prescribed for my panic anxiety attacks but because it helps relieve stress the drs have also prescribed them to help relieve the stress which relieves the pressure off of my heart. Niravam melts under your tongue and hits your blood stream faster. I am also on cymbalta which helps some. There is talk about putting me on adavan next month as that is when i go to Indiana to get my belongings and finalize my divorce, if he doesn't fight me. Mawma, I love to read and you give me lots to read!!! Keep it up! Haylow, prayers and happiness to you, Bijou, keep me giggling!! Forgive me for not mentioning everyone but the puter I am using is slow and sux. My other puter is in shop as it burned out a stupid component and at this time, can't concentrate to fix it myself. I will try to jump on here as much as I can as i am interested in each and everyone of my friends and want to offer as much support and friendship as I can. For those of you I haven't mentioned, pls forgive me. KayKay, hope the honeymoon lasts a lifetime!!!