Today was like yesterday until I finally found the strenght to sign on and check DS< WorkingThru is a GODDSEND. I am not alone. Selfish of me to know this but heartbreaking at the same time. HE truly does look out for us.
And I think of you as a Godsend because there is a part of my trauma that I\'ve never gone into or discussed because I have the thoughts, as common for all, that no one would believe it. And from reading your journals, what we\'ve gone through is similar.
And never think it is selfish to be greatful for not being alone :) If I had to go through everything in my life as I have for only the purpose of allowing someone else to not have to be alone, then it was worth it. Understanding is the best thing we can share, along with peace.
I believe HE does look out for us, as well!
I use to believe that everything happened for a reason, and then when I couldn\'t find a reason I felt completely lost in despair. I think now we\'re all subject to our own and others bad judgements, and the reason we make for ourselves. It\'s a conscience choice to swallow the negative impact of a situation, trauma, or life happening...or to turn it around to be used for a positive means or outcome. To make a difference, even if for our own eyes, come about from our own tragedy to help us in moving forward. I believe that choice is our own and will be there when it\'s safe to make it. If that makes sense.
Keep holding on and working on your own healing, your heart with the healthy lifestyle you deserve. The emotional will come as will and you will not be alone in that. God Bless!
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And I think of you as a Godsend because there is a part of my trauma that I\'ve never gone into or discussed because I have the thoughts, as common for all, that no one would believe it. And from reading your journals, what we\'ve gone through is similar.
And never think it is selfish to be greatful for not being alone :) If I had to go through everything in my life as I have for only the purpose of allowing someone else to not have to be alone, then it was worth it. Understanding is the best thing we can share, along with peace.
I believe HE does look out for us, as well!
I use to believe that everything happened for a reason, and then when I couldn\'t find a reason I felt completely lost in despair. I think now we\'re all subject to our own and others bad judgements, and the reason we make for ourselves. It\'s a conscience choice to swallow the negative impact of a situation, trauma, or life happening...or to turn it around to be used for a positive means or outcome. To make a difference, even if for our own eyes, come about from our own tragedy to help us in moving forward. I believe that choice is our own and will be there when it\'s safe to make it. If that makes sense.
Keep holding on and working on your own healing, your heart with the healthy lifestyle you deserve. The emotional will come as will and you will not be alone in that. God Bless!