Okay, so I'm feeling better now and realize that I am going to have to accept some of this as a fact of life for me (atleast for now).....my faith tells me that God is in control, that He will give me strength to carry my burdens. I will ask for His help in accepting some of these frustrations and try to do more of counting my blessings.....in the meantime, I will be thankful for a God who loves me no matter what and friends and family who support me.