The last two days have been good. I was able to plan activities with people I care about and enjoy them. Had a little mood swing episode with my husband yesterday. Don't know if it's me or him.....well, I guess it's me, 'cause I just kinda snapped at him. See, he's dealing with alot emotionally, and to just be frank...he's driving me crazy. I guess there's only room in the house for one person dealing with some depression and anxiety. No, to be honest I want to support him emotionally as he has spent many years with me and my illness. But I just am having a hard time finding the emotional and physical energy. He is really restless and gets to be a nag over little things. He just seems so selfish. It's only about him right now. I am dreading the weekend. And it's so sad because we really love each other, but you know sometimes we have to work out our inner struggles on our own or with the Lord. Yes, that's it---I just feel like he is sucking me dry. I can tell I'm starting with the PMS symptoms---I only had a few good days this month. I can't follow everything I'm supposed to do that the naturopathic doctor recommended--if I'm eating right-I'm not exercising. And now I feel the depression coming on--that will only make me more de-motivated. Anyway, I am depressing myself just writing this.